Since my prostate cancer and prostate surgery I no longer get an erection very often or much of one at all. I feel so queer not being able to fuck my girl friend. I have always loved the feel of wearing womans panties. Just started to be a bit of a freak after breaking up with my wife. Though I meet another lady and she moved in. We had sex in the beginning not any more. But I do get a little stiffy watching pegging videos and ones that the woman calls you a faggot or it is ok to be gay and of course some of the better gay sex videos. I have always wanted a woman to watch me with another man. I have always loved wearing woman's pantes. Still unsure if I should let my new girl friend know just how much of a pervert I am. I could get by without a man if she would use a strapon for me.